Dear stranger,

I may not know you, and you may not know me but I feel for you. I don’t know you background, I don’t know what your favorite color is, not even your nickname, I probably don’t like the same music as you, or clothes. I don’t know your birthday or your family. We aren’t friend or close at all. But I relate in one way.

                                      ……..I Know what your going through…..

I was and still am as sick as you. We aren’t very different. 

But I have to tell you something…. This sickness is going to kill you. You love family and your friends, they love you too. If you continue you will never be happy……

I wish someone was there for me or even knew what I was going through. But it’s my turn now. I don’t know you very well, but I do know that what your doing isn’t worth losing your life for….

Your see yourself as fat, I do too. 

Do you think your hiding it? because your not. The denial is there and you can tell. Trying to cover it up wont work either, I can tell you that for a fact. 

I would tell you to stop, but that makes me a hypocrite, because not even I can do that. I would promise you its easy to stop, but I can’t sit here and lie. Just hold on and keep smiling, because you are beautiful….

Sincerely,

Like you.

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by Kimberley Bell, silly-human-emotion

         Dear Friend,

I can’t express these feelings to you. I know that you mean well, but i am not the “Asian” so don’t throw me under the bus. I know I’m not perfect but why do you always point out my flaws? Your not flawless so why do you act like you have none. I could just drop-kick you under the bus, but i don’t, nor would I want to. You say your my friend, but whats with the whole calling me out. I never said anything to make you do that. If you don’t want to be my friend than fine, we don’t have to. That’s not my wish, but I don’t want you to feel like you have to be my friend. Friends don’t back-stab. Friends don’t throw the other into the lion cage and watch them struggle for a breath. You don’t understand how much it hurts to be kicked when your already down. Or to be put out as an outcast. I’m not an angel either but I don’t back-stab friends, or throw you under the bus. I know tonight my anger got the best of me, but I’m only human, unlike a computer I can’t store my emotions and hold them in forever, or just shut down when everything is going wrong like you. Your one of my best friends and I value friendship more than anything, I promise to work on myself if that’s what it take. there is no excuse for my actions, but I apologize and hope we can work it out. 

Love,

Ginger Computer.

I guess I feel it.

That warm feeling when you know you have found the one.

But admiting it scares me.

Even when i have a strong feeling you don’t feel any special way about me,

like your forced or something. I don’t want to make you feel like that, really.

I just want to know the truth.

I can only wish that you care about me, or I’m just setting myself up for hurt.

I guess i desserve this, after what i have done before but im not sure.

If your leading me on, please tell me….

that’s my Christmas wishv.v

I thought you were perfect, oh how I was blinded by love.

I thought you were the one for me, but I realized I’m better off without you.

I thought you were my other half, but the pieces just don’t match.

You made me feel like I was on top of the world, but a false hope made me drop on my ass.

When I see you my heart starts to beat faster and faster as our eyes meet. The rush fills my body, But reality brings me back down to Earth, realizing that while I’m focusing on one star, theirs an even bright one out there waiting to be noticed. 

I may not be able to forget you, but I have to pack you away. Hopefully you’ll change and will be mine someday. 

 Goodbye american dragon, farewell for now, i hope our paths draw us together someday, somehow.

Do you see him taking you away??

do you even care that your ditching me for your stupid boyfriend????
UGHGGHHHJDGKJDG

this whole thing pisses me off, our traditions are being killed by you and your dumb boyfriend.

I cant tell you cause i care too much and im happy your happy just kinda sad cause i feel like im losing a best friend. But i cause me and emmi dont matter to you anymore do we???? no i guess not. UGHHH THIS SUCKS

I have loved you forever. Your the old love song that’s always playing in my head, I can’t seem to get you out. I want to scream “yes” but uncertainty fills my mouth and i remain quiet and alone, wondering why I can’t just say how i feel. As I sit here I think about you, I never saw it before but it’s always been you. Even if my friends don’t approve, it’s not about them it’s about me. I guess I’m just scared and these words probably wont ever escape these pages, so now I will just swallow these words and try to look on.

~love found, love lost, and true love kept~

Daddy do you love me?

Do you really?

Why did you leave me to see a woman that you wont admit exists?

Why is she so special?

I can see you don’t care that much about me, or you would of visited me in the hospital years ago.

But, now it’s over and I wish you would just hear my cries.

I just want you to love me.

I just want the truth.

I can’t stand knowing about a lie and not being able to talk about it.

please love me.

Don’t just push me away.

 Hold me like you used to.

All I want is to be loved by you.

Love your former princess….

Dear Friends, E*#%& and J%*$#*

I AM NOT FUCKING CRAZY. The worse day of my life and you all think i’m a psycho bitch. I’m not god. I just want you all to let me make my own desictions and stop bossing me around. I am a big girl and if I don’t want to date a guy STOP FORCING ME. And E*#%& you freaking liar. Why would you tell him everything? Huh? what kind of friend would do that. I am tired of you lying and saying you’ll keep my secrets but to be honest you have been a horrible friend and only think about the gossip. If you really cared you would stop telling everyone my fucking business!!!

Oh and J%*$#* do you remember me?? at all?? oh wait you can’t see cause you have a fucking leach stuck to your face. Yah I mean you boyfriend. Do you even think about your friends anymore? I guess not. You don’t even care anymore. It’s all about him and just him. He’s changing you. And not for the better. getting crazy just sitting there letting yourself drift from us. Thanks I see where we stand…

LoVe, Miss Psycho Bitch….